It’s been too long since that first day of High School, too near the first day for College. Two months, a separation from graduation to the start of something new.
much too far away
thinking of all the times i’ve had with you, always just a bright smile even on the gloomiest of days. pictures and some memories will have to help me through this way. in my heart you will stay.
i wore black today, as a sign of my mourning for the four years that had passed away: slipped through the crevices of my mind like sand through the slits of my fingers. residue, i share with you.
count the number of buttons you have to push before i snap. this is the last bill where i allow you to run your debt. better declare bankruptcy.
when i listen to the sound of words that pelt me without shelter in a storm of fury, there is no rainbow. saddest thing to see depression taking form. shifting from languid emotion and intangible words into a person burdened with shackles and weights instead of shoes.