sitting here in front of my screen,
never knowing if this is all a dream…
it seems so right but feels so wrong
i haven’t felt things like this for so long.
what broke the cycle breaks me apart
and all i want to do is go back, restart
at a different age, at a different time
when loving you doesn’t feel like a crime.
wondering day and night,
every day a struggle, a fight.
when will i wake from this reverie?